"What a God"

(SEU Worship)

Another pivot.

I think maybe I have been experimenting to see what best works for me. Mainly because this story is about me but also we know, you put on your mask first, then help your children.

They are and will always be my number one priority.

It does feel like I am in a space of peace.

Yes, my life is chaotic.

I am a 100% custodial parent of three children.

I am a part-time employee mentoring students in the area.

I am a full-time graduate student.

I am in an internship.

I am a dog mom.

I am a homeowner.

There are all these pieces that create my reality.

And it is very overwhelming, but it is expected. I am in graduate school, completing 17 hours a week in an internship! This 20 week marathon is almost to the 16th week left mark. I feel so exhausted.

But somehow there is reciprocity.

I am settling into a new narrative.

This quest is going to be long. But I do have much of what I need, right now. I spoke into the ethos, "I need..." and it has been provided. Not always how I thought it would look.

But minimally, it has been provided.

And I am still on my quest.

It looks vastly different but minimally I am still on it.

Seeking my solemate.