The Intention

This was never going to work out.

Especially, right now.

All because of one thing, the intention behind the quest.

The intention did not align with the Universe.

God.

I feel silly knowing the truth in that, but still choosing to seek.

I find it fascinating that still there is space for improvement. Space for growth. Almost like a tree, minus, they do have boundaries.

I have been in a space of joy. I had to lean into my sickness which meant sleeping it off. Three weeks, it has been hibernation mode. And family time. My family visited. But even last week I was sick. This weather is messing with me.

Joy existed, though. A delicious bowl of real Pho. Or sister conversations. Or attending a networking event for a friend and making connections. Or watching Maisie wag her tail with delight with a smile on her face. Pausing to appreciate how God is working in your life, fully knowing He is going to continue helping me.

I will say there was no consistency.

Not when dealing with weeks of sickness, but a theme.

I do find myself psychoanalyzing people constantly. I feel it becoming an unhealthy tendency. How do I not? I am currently in my training where these habits get hard wired into my brain.

Lol

10 weeks left!!!

😘