Yes!!!!

This is it. The harmony of this part. No pressure to seek but rather be.

Maybe the push to begin this journey was more about this journey. Documenting this crazy, amazing life.

Full of too many possibilities and options.

I do feel a pull towards a path.

It is the most beautiful path.

And my children along for the journey. Soon they will start their own journeys, like roots of a plant.

If you do not know what I am talking about, go to Home Depot right now and de pot a plant.

I feel blessed to be here.

And immediately my heart returns to God.

Gratitude always fills my heart.

Oddly enough, He always provides.

And not just provisions but direction. I often refer to it as a deer trail in a wooded area.

You can tell if you pay attention closely. Just like the little stories of nature.

Today, my lesson was about coping strategies. Options included:

Jogging.

Finding treasures in nature.

Sleeping.

Creating art.

Listening to music.

Crying.

Slow mindful breaths.

Reading book or magazine.

I asked one of my students, "Is this for adults?"

I would go to sleep if I needed to cope.

We had a chuckle.

But this is harmony. The grind of being a single mother of three, plus four animals. Full time grad study. Internship. Part-time work.

Oh, and carer of Meghan.