Because What the Fuck Do I Have to Lose?

Here is my thought process.

I will remain within the box of being a member of society.

But why not push against it?

This is kind of one of the cruelest storylines.

I hate it.

And each layer deeper within discovery just makes me hate it even more.

Tonight was understanding that we all have the capacity to heal.

Long story.

My system felt that one.

I yelled at God, "You could have!"

I know this is the path because He chose one for many lives.

But it is probably the most isolating story.

Evolution comes with knowledge and understanding. Mostly stuff that no one really wants to know or understand so they choose to remain.

I have vowed my life to God. His purpose and plan. So it is part of the territory.

I had a friend tell me recently they wanted to remain ignorant.

Don't tell me!

So I won't, but this side is challenging. Having to navigate something you know was designed for you to fail, while raising three children, is hard.

But this story is equally amazing. I could share more but I will save that for another time.